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02/06/2004 Archived Entry: "The Hurting"

So...for those who were not aware, the Runt came down here for a visit. She arrived Super Bowl Sunday and then just left...literally six minutes ago as I'm typing this (that's when the plane left).

I don't even know how to describe it. We were both on such emotional rollercoasters that I honestly don't know how she felt about anything when she left. Seemed like she had fun, even if she did spend quite a lot of nights yelling at me. Maybe later I'll be able to bring myself to type more about what went on, but it's just all so painful right now.

I am so emotionally fucked that it isn't even funny. I'm supposed to go into work today...but I don't know if I can. I'm going to be spending the whole day worried sick about her getting home safely and I don't know if I want to randomly burst out into tears at work. Even after all the time we've been around each other and known each other...it breaks my heart to have to say goodbye.

I can't even think now...so I'm going to crawl under the covers and hope that someday my heart will stop killing me. :*(

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Meanwhile......Back at the ranch......Yawn.........

Posted by Bearclaw @ 02/07/2004 01:03 AM EST

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